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Sunday, September 30, 2007
jux came back from movie with dear dear. watched "balls with fury" (i hope i din get the name wrong). its a damn lame show la. cannot stand...it kept me laughing for the whole time.
my back is killing me. went training today. but i was late. hahaha...they angry. tml i wun be late le wor. i promise...~maybe cos came and went in straight, din really stretch, my back ache so badly after the movie. sob sob.
im suppose to do my reflection now, but apparently im not on the correct track though i believe blogging is also doing reflection. and i got something to share...confidentiality observed. (i hope my boss or lady boss wun see this)
Lady boss: shimin, how much is ur monthly pay?
me-devil: tell her more....she wun noe...tell her more!!
me-angel: u should be honest....ur shouldn't lie! tell her $550.
ME: why not u ask MR. Ramesh....(knowing that he is a super nice guy that says thank you to me when i hand him a piece fof inished work)
Lady boss went off and asked him, and he said $600!!! woohoo....$50 more. hahahaha...evil minie. bad minie...
lucky lady boss came to me, if she had gone to sumitra(another intern in the firm) i wun get extra. hahaha...she wasnt very happy at first. and i felt a little guilty. but i was okie when she asked my to join her for yoga sessions. hahahaha...she say she can meet me someday to go yoga together...i dun feel guilty anymore. hehx.
to Shan: i forgot to add a politically and supposedly to be there sentence. " i love all the people that loved me, cared for me and supported me..." hahaha...perfect!!!!
ronaldo is on match tonight, but im not watching...i miss him...alittle more than my dear dear. =X (i hope i am not kidding, but sadly i am. haha)
L o V i N g Y o U
2:29 PM
Friday, September 28, 2007
Okie! Its 0913 in the morning and I am faking an innocently busy look. WTH!! Sip lehx. Tot wad. Hurrrrh?? Anyway, I was suppose to do my AEIC and then opinion, then, lunch and wait for boss to give more work. Work so hard for wad? Hmm…they wun see…as in, they wun see my screen and know wad I am doing. I always hand in work so quickly that he keeps on saying thankyou. Haha…or maybe its pure politeness. But he dun have to say it! L0lx
I came in t-shirt and 3-quarters today, with no heels but flat shoes, or maybe a more lady like sandals.haha…damn slack lehx shimin!!
Meizhen jux asked if im free to cover her for her work at sentosa. Hmm…got training. The school pool closing. =”( no pool for next few mths. Anyone is kind enough to provide us pool?
I am so super bored…faking busy-ness is tiring…but I dun wish to genuinely busy like last wk. that was killer…stress till wan cry le. I like it now…I’m gonna go make more friends on friendster now!!
Muacks… I love honey (honey dun need jealous le k). I love my darling Ting. I love my dearest team mates, my mummy, my daddy, my irritating brothers, my sport, “my job”, my breakfast, my packed lunch, my soya bean, my msn, my friendster, my blog
And my greatest love, I love dear dear.
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9:31 AM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
when i work at restaurant, i get knives cuts.
when i work as a florist, i get flower cuts.
when i work in office...i get paper cuts!!
when will i stop having cuts...sob sob....pain pain.
i'm trying to pretend to work...haha...
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5:11 PM
hmm...apparently i'm not as free as i was before. haha...did alot of new stuff. make new friends too. today i had lunch with honey and her colleagues. hahaha...went to eat halal minced meat noodles at boon tat street...got eat before? halal de lehx! no pork...they used minced chicken. other than the taste of the soup is abit not as tasty as if it were made of pork, it was generally nice. healthy too i guess...not so fatty. hahaha...
i finally send out the sms to glor le. saved it in my draft since last week. i was wondering if i should put training aside for time being. maybe give myself a break will make me play better when i make a comeback. hahaha....i told glor i will pace down a little on training...maybe like twice a week, pool training i guess. a break is wad i need...to give myself a rest and pick myself up again for the next competition.
ytd, i was watching a singing competition at tianlong's place. when i see the contestants lost, maybe not by their singing but other external factors, i feel for them.
hmm....maybe dats me...once defeated badly, it take some time to take effect. hahaha...i was okie till the last day of competition...weeks after that, when i think about it again, it was more than tears and sadness, but also all the hope and effort i put in during training came to me with alot alot alot of disappointment. its the worst feeling cos we all knew we could have done better...super super disappointed with my personal performance during that particular match. till now i still can feel as if the competition jux ended...the chill that goes down from my head to toe when the goal was scored for that very moment.
my decision to pace down on training did not come just or after the competition. i mentioned before that i will be taking a break after the national champ. with the back injury and all the complains from my parents, i managed to negotiate a "quit" to a "rest" for a few months for all the pain and sufferings to go...hahaha...i hope my team mates will understand that i not eating snake wor.
this reminds me to email my other 3 fellow team mates...haha...
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2:14 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
I’m supposed to be working now. Its 5.12pm already. I’m waiting to knock off. Haha…
I had a busy start in the morning and den clearing one file after another and now I jux got another file from my boss. Never ending work.
But for the past few days, I learnt how to do work slowly so that I wun be see as an irritating fellow keep on knocking on my boss’s door for work.
I have a very nice boss that tells me I can end my day during the first week of SIP at about 5+. And one that tells me I don’t have to finish the work he gave me on the day itself unless he marks it urgent. This also meant that I can take my time…but how much time do I need to do an opinion or affidavit or bundles or letters? Hmm…and he said “thank you” to me when I pass him my work and he handed to me another file. Haha…so nice rite?
thanks to all those “idiot” letter I have in school, my lawyer now jux read my letter and I send it off immediately within 30 minutes. New record for shimin!! Sometimes, he dun even need to tell me to write a letter to ask for documents…hahaha….I am jux so smart…
Anyway, even with my improving typing speed, I shall not blog anymore till the next time…its too obvious to type so smoothly without reference to the file. =p
L o V i N g Y o U
8:23 AM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
had been a tiring month. after exams is the competition. for 3 weekends, i woke up like 6+ and slept like 12+ or later.
hmm...but we didn't win anything. we lost all matches on the last day. we could have done it. but we lost it. even though i very bu gan yuan, but nothing can change the fact. we didn't train for this competition, and we could come so far, its not bad le. to think of it, we hardly had a full team playing a game or training.
nevertheless, it was a memorable competition. my first time playing in the alumni team. maybe my last time playing as a ivp team. a competition before i go for a break to let my back rest. a competition where we know where we stand. a competition where all effort were gathered. a competition where much tears were shed. and one that is the beginning of our journey to champion.
the next one will be better.
stayed over last night. jux reached home in the morning.
i'm not sure what is my working hours like for sip. i hope it won't take up more than office hours. since it will be quite a big law firm.
took a munchies photo.
had mahjong session after that.
Labels: a new venture, a new week
L o V i N g Y o U
2:55 AM
Friday, September 07, 2007
it had been a free week...nothing much to do. jux slacking around with friends and hanging out for mahjong and dinner.
last wkend was a difficult and disappointing wkend. disappointed with myself. disappointed with the outcome. disappointed cos we lost the ivp. and now, i still have the opens team to work with. i'm not as confident as when we start the competition anymore. it is not easy...to keep that confidence level after what happen on sunday.
monday, me, shan, ria and mich went for movie. 881. den went to celebrate leo's b'day at the elias mall japanese restaurant. i booked the room, and we celebrated there. then, we surprised leo with alot poppers. hehx. fun~!!
tuesday, i sleep, rest, eat and went for training.
wednesday, sleep, rest and ate at a restaurant at joo chiat road. not in the mood to do anything then.
today, met dear early in the morning. then had lunch at home before going mahjong at mich's place with xianwen and jas ng. hmm...den came home for curry fish. haha...
tml another holiday. my holiday ending le. so reluctant. sob sob.
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12:44 PM
Saturday, September 01, 2007
have been busy since last weekend. had competition during the weekends. played against sp and np. it was a tiring weekend, not the matches, but the sun. hmm...it make me feel very tired after a day of exposure.
had my first paper on monday. it was okie...den study for wednesday. it was the past already, no mention about it. haha...going to look for teacher for my civil procedure's individual project result on monday with hany.
my wrist has been aching since last sunday...on and off, dunno wad happen.
tml is another wkend of matches, more matches i think. i hope it will be a joyful week. haha...
at the end of the competition will be the beginning of my sip awaiting...i'm excited, at the same time reluctant. i want my school holiday!! hmm...but well...since i can't have both, might as well make the best with what i am getting. i'm looking forward to sip. hehx.
suddenly became emotional about relationship and saw this show where the guests chat about marriage. marriage is not somewhere i am now, but definitely will reach dat stage so i thought about wad they said. haha...interested? (ask me yourself den i tell u)...hehx.
going to have some preparation for tml le...in case i wake up late, can jux pull and go...
if only i can wear my wetsuit to slp...but my mummy will think i'm crazy! hah!
Labels: Believe in fate and destiny, Believe in your decision
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1:55 PM