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Thursday, November 15, 2007
I’m feeling lousy today. The thing dat happened ytd....was my mistake. a mistake that I shouldn’t have commit. Something dat shouldn’t happen.
Missing deadlines, forgetting the time for class, and sometimes, forget about many other things are part and parcel of my life. But I’m very upset with myself.
I forgot to record the hearing for today and was lucky enough to find out ytd. I din know I had a fax dat I’ve been waiting for is here already as somebody left it on my table without telling me. It’s my fault for not checking it regularly. Totally wrong. The worst thing is that I’m not scolded. Nobody scold me!! Sob. i dun like the guilty feeling. i would rather they scold me and make me remember the scolding instead of the guilt. Gosh.
I’ve been asking for work to do since the beginning and now I jux dun feel like asking for any more work. If they want, they will give it to me and I hope I dun mess things up again. I’m bitten once, now I’m scared.
Labels: bad day
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