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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
hmm...apparently i'm not as free as i was before. haha...did alot of new stuff. make new friends too. today i had lunch with honey and her colleagues. hahaha...went to eat halal minced meat noodles at boon tat street...got eat before? halal de lehx! no pork...they used minced chicken. other than the taste of the soup is abit not as tasty as if it were made of pork, it was generally nice. healthy too i guess...not so fatty. hahaha...
i finally send out the sms to glor le. saved it in my draft since last week. i was wondering if i should put training aside for time being. maybe give myself a break will make me play better when i make a comeback. hahaha....i told glor i will pace down a little on training...maybe like twice a week, pool training i guess. a break is wad i need...to give myself a rest and pick myself up again for the next competition.
ytd, i was watching a singing competition at tianlong's place. when i see the contestants lost, maybe not by their singing but other external factors, i feel for them.
hmm....maybe dats me...once defeated badly, it take some time to take effect. hahaha...i was okie till the last day of competition...weeks after that, when i think about it again, it was more than tears and sadness, but also all the hope and effort i put in during training came to me with alot alot alot of disappointment. its the worst feeling cos we all knew we could have done better...super super disappointed with my personal performance during that particular match. till now i still can feel as if the competition jux ended...the chill that goes down from my head to toe when the goal was scored for that very moment.
my decision to pace down on training did not come just or after the competition. i mentioned before that i will be taking a break after the national champ. with the back injury and all the complains from my parents, i managed to negotiate a "quit" to a "rest" for a few months for all the pain and sufferings to go...hahaha...i hope my team mates will understand that i not eating snake wor.
this reminds me to email my other 3 fellow team mates...haha...
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