Friday, April 25, 2008
going to work soon. wonder wad is the outcome of ytd's directors meeting. hmmm...
boring friday. got to work. so sian. if only i can be at school QC the new batch of girls, and maybe guys. haha.
uploaded some photos. munchies outing and meet the Tpians team photos.

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8:47 AM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
working hours change again. from 10 to 7. damn sian. so tiring.
had lunch with honey and alvin ytd. alvin's b'day. bought him a present and honey's belated present.
work, lunch, work, home, dinner, online and sleep. daily routine. shimin became coffee addict recently. hah! arranged meeting with friends recently. tml meeting sy and the rest for dinner, 08/05 meet daphne & kaimin they all for karaoke, and more. cannot remember.
Shimin's turning 20 soon! wah. stepping into the beginning of 2 le wor. excited. but alittle reluctant. anyway, got to sleep early. yawns.
should i or should i not? hmmm....
L o V i N g Y o U
10:29 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
3 weeks of competition ended. Rookies lost to El Clasico, Monsters won, we played a good competition i guess. Meet the Tpians again soon! haha...
went back to work. one colleague left. think i am next. gab said it so loudly in the office that i'm leaving soon. hah! think i will be called into the office soon.
fred gave me a present for my birthday. a financial calculator? wahaha...the weirdest present i ever receive. a used one somemore. so insincere.
want to get other stuff for my birthday. but still haven see things dat i like. got a wallet and 2 pairs of heels, and 2 pairs of slippers so far...is it alot? intending to get a bag, a coin pouch, a dress...hmmm...and maybe more. die ah. this month sure overspend de. haha. shall save up on food.
poor shimin is getting fatter. cannot stand her. she keep on sit inside the office and make phone calls. shall make her do some exercises....while sitting down. wahaha...super lazy to work out can?!! hmph.
i think i'm going alittle crazzzzzy...but its okie... =D
L o V i N g Y o U
9:34 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
sob. my hair!! i regret...totally. felt like crying...so badly.
The worst thing that could happen to Shimin is a bad hair cut. will buy a cap tml. hmm...make it 2 cap. i really really dislike a ugly hair cut. sob. i am speechless...='(
L o V i N g Y o U
11:33 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
hmph. if i were her, i would save all my energy wasted on others and make something useful out of it. cannot cannot stand her!!
haix. but still got to go back work.
had diarrhoea for the whole day. but still fine. maybe eat too much junk food le.
i told him i want to try this kind of life. work, home, rest repeating each day. he said i won't like it. hmmm...in fact, this was the kind of life i had before we were together. and i was fine with it. he's right...alittle. i'm not very used to this kind of lifestyle. i realise how much time i have in a day after taking out those waiting time, travelling time and dreaming time.
i miss my honey. she called me that day and was upset that i cannot go holiday with her. sorry honey. i miss the time we had in school. generally & basically, without you in school, i will be so lonely. (i know you are touched, come give me a hug...)
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L o V i N g Y o U
12:44 AM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008

shimin got herself a third birthday gift. i got myslf a pair of heels yesterday, a slipper dat time with shan on the spree but have yet to get it and a wallet today. went out for a break while working. left office for arcade awhile den go shopping at bugis junction. went back like an hour later. got this wallet.
work was fine, quite okie other than some aunties keep on want to find trouble with me. hmph. dun force me go boss office complain ah! hahaha...
competition was fine as well...as least wun knock out first round. this weekend still got match den watch the girls match, hope they can qualify for finals.
super tired after work and all. cant wait to rest well.
oink oink.
L o V i N g Y o U
1:46 PM
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
one month of my life seems so long and difficult. first week of the month was calm and peaceful. no confusion, not much thinking involved. the second week is the beginning of stressfulness and many many thoughts. third week is full of tears and sorrow...i dunno how to give you an answer...i really dun have an answer.
this is the fourth week. i still do not have an answer. i wish i was never at this stage. all the misery, all the memories and the "i want an answer" is killing me. haix.
work has been fine. wanting to quit then decided to stay then go Linda's company to interview then had deals in my current job then decide to stay for this month, then Linda say she prefer me than the other interviewee then i say maybe i will want to stay for another month then she say she will let me know again.
that's about all for these few weeks.
other than competition, i'm reading a book and searching for an answer. not really in the mood to blog. i wish i have an answer.
...please...show me the way...
Labels: lead me on...
L o V i N g Y o U
11:28 PM