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Monday, January 05, 2009
sometimes, its jux pretty lonely at heart.
after so long, after so many things, nothing seems to change.
its jux moving in the same circle...good - okie - bad - worst - (upset) and back to good again. it jux move on and on until it gets really really tiring...
everything goes according to the mood.
i've tot of giving up, many last chances, but never really brave enough to let go.
someday, i might... thou at this very moment, i hope the day wun come. =)
little nyonya was good. other than some parts was really stupid. how did she get out of the fire? i guess there's no need for it to be so clear after all to make things look good. haha.
3-on-3 was tiring. the reward was a burnt skin and a swelling finger. red is enough, i hope it doesnt turn black tml. haha.
whole family's pretty worried abt ah ma. the supposed operation din get thru again cos the doc says there's water in the organs. postponed to thurs. worst still. my aunt is scaring herself cos my grandma is eating really well today. too sudden for a change of appetite. a month of two ago, doc says maximum, 1 year. does it mean difficulty getting pass 2009? i'll get a chill down my spine, to my legs and back up everytime i think of it. dunno y. i jux dun wan it to happen anymore!
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